Und ich helfe nicht.
Hello my sweetheart Xxxxxx!! Thank you so much for your letter, I wish
you could know how happy i am to receive your letter and how much
I miss you!I feel much better now, as I know that you are serious
with me. I am sorry for my last letter, but you know my appearance
plays sometimes a bad thing with me men usually are not serious
with me and I thought that you are not sincere with me. I want to
apologize for my thoughts. I hope that you can understand me, but I
asked these questions in order to understand you better, your
personality . I hope that you are not offended with me,as I don't want
to lose you, I belive that we were given a wonderful chance to meet each
other in this world, you are really a very kind man and reading your
letter I feel your sincere interest!I also wish i could live in
Germany... I am so sorry that we don't speak one language, but I really
want to learn German or English and continue our communication, you are
very dear to me!!!
I am sorry for not writing you at once , but unfortunately I have a
big trouble with it,I am talking about problem concerning our
correspondence. As you know unfortunately my English is not good and I
have to pay for the translation of every letter .But at the moment i have
problem with this ,i am not able to pay for it any more, as I have tight
financial situation, i wish i could write you every day but i have no
opportunity to do it!I know, maybe you are disappointed in me but i
was trying to find a way out myself but I couldn't and I don't know what
to do now, I feel that with every letter we are becoming closer to each
other and I really like you! For me it is something new,something very
special that we have between us!!And I hope that I can be that only girl
who will capture you. Please, honey, only you can help us to be
together!!! !!May i count on your help ??? miss you so badly!!
Hope this is not the last letter between us and hope i will receive a respond
from you!
With kisses
Tati
