Und nun - man staune wird er im großen Finale sogar über Tage richtig schreibfreudig und eloquent, und er erinnert sich plötzlich sogar an den Vornamen Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Sunday, July 22, 2012 8:31 AM
Subject: RE: Thank you for you did to me in the last time
Aren't We Lucky
You Complete Me
Thankful For Everything
Owner Of My Heart
Until The End Of Time
A New Persepctive
An Example Of Love
Together We’re Perfect
My Life With You
My Dream woman
I Want To Be Your Everything
Just You And Me
The Best Is Still Ahead
You Are
A New Year For Us
Thank God I Found You
All That You Are
Why I Love You
More Than Words Can Say
Forever Yours
Open Your Eyes
My Soul Mate
If Only I'd Known
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Sunday, July 22, 2012 8:40 AM
Subject: AM SORRY
Mistake In Letting You Go
Almost Broke Up
No Matter What
Until The Day I Die
One True Love
Forever In Love
Is It Too Late?
Sorry I Hurt You
Please Forgive Me
If I Could Understand
I Want You Back
I'm Sorry
You Are My Calm
I Did Not Know
No More Emptiness
Rainy Days Are Over
I'm Sorry,<Victim>
What I Miss
Accept My Apology
Cherish Every Moment
With All My Heart
Forgiving
Open Apology
I Need You
Truly Love You
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Monday, July 23, 2012 8:24 PM
Subject: OH,MY LOVE
Dear <Victim>y,
When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I promise that I will give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.
I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.
Yours,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Monday, July 23, 2012 8:31 PM
Subject: ONE DAY
Dear <Victim>,
From the very first moment I saw you I knew that we were destined to be together. It has been so long since a woman has captured my attention so fully or made my heart beat the way it did that cool day in May. Your smile lights up my entire spirit. Your laughter fills me with joy, and your mere presence will warm any room. I have no doubt you are the woman Heaven has made especially for me.
Thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be yours. Most importantly, thank you for sharing your love and wanting to make me your husband. No matter how slowly or at what distance our courtship developes, I know standing before God and our future family, vowing to be your partner for life, was the easiest decision I could have ever made.
Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although I know it’s hard for us to be apart, I know there is nothing that can keep us apart forever. Our desires will continue to stretch across any distance, over every mountain and ocean between us. Nothing can stand between us, and nothing will stop me from meeting you.
You are my future and nothing can ever keep us from our destiny. I miss you more every day. I am here with open arms where you will some day finally arrive... right where you belong.
love Always,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Monday, July 23, 2012 8:37 PM
Subject: LOVE ACROSS DISTANCE
Dear <Victim> ,
What a wonderful beginning to a new year in my life! It began late in the previous year -- me finding you, chatting online, confessing my love, and then it happens all over again. The feelings that I’ve felt for you all along begin to resurface. Only this time, I am free to act on them without fear of upsetting anyone.
Thank you, <Victim>. What more can a man say to the woman who opened her heart to him, allowing him to feel the warmth of her love across the great distance that separates them? You truly have no idea what I feel for you.
I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence.
I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close. I believe that Ronald Regan said it best to Nancy in a letter, telling her only that, "I more than love you". Their love was a strong love, surviving everything, even death. I believe that even after his passing, Nancy felt Ronald's love for her raining down upon her. That is why she has always seemed at peace after the death of such a truly loving husband. That is the love that I feel for you.
Forever Yours,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Monday, July 23, 2012 8:46 PM
Subject: I HATE MISSING YOU.
Dear <Victim>,
I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!
I love you, babe. You are my first and my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.
Love Always,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alexcole.1011@hotmail.com
To: <Victim>
Subject: OH,MY LOVE
Date: Mon, 23 Jul 2012 19:24:32 +0100
Dear <Victim>,
When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I promise that I will give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all we've gone through.
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.
I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.
Yours,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Tuesday, July 24, 2012 9:20 PM
Subject: OH,MY LOVE
My Beloved <Victim>,
You are always on my mind, I can't stop thinking about you. The first thoughts when I wake, and the last thoughts before I go to sleep are of you. I am such a lucky guy to have found such a wonderful woman. I miss you so much, it has been too long since the last time i felt like this.
Your smile is so beautiful and magical. Every time that I think of your smile it lights me up inside. Even when I am having a really bad day, seeing you smile makes me want to smile too and it makes me forget about the previous events of the day.
<Victim>,you must be the most caring person on earth. You seem to have an unlimited amount of patience and kindness. Every time I make a mistake,and problem you are right there to support me is just one example of your big heart.
I have had such a great time with you no matter what we are doing. As long as you are around, even doing the most mundane activity is fun. I hope that we'll see each other soon, everyday when I come back, I want to spend as much time with you as possible. I miss you so much.
Love always,
ALEX COLE.
Mail - From: alexcole.1011@hotmail.com
To: <Victim>
Subject: missing you
Date: Wed, 25 Jul 2012 11:01:06 +0100
Dear <Victim>,
My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially now,i have tried or my possible best things are not going fine with me,i cant sleep,i have just called the embassy to help me but they say no thing they can do that i should first go and settle my problem with the immigration first before they can put me into a plane that putting me into a plane is not a problem for them) it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep from thinking of you.
I just have to tell you <Victim>, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.
But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, Cameron, remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here now.
I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this letter. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me.
Love always,
alex cole
Mail - From: alexcole.1011@hotmail.com
To: <Victim>
Subject: ONE TRUE LOVE
Date: Wed, 25 Jul 2012 11:09:39 +0100
Dear <Victim>,
There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart, that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.
Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you in the past; I love you and I always will until I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and you will be that last angel face I see. I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much I love you and how much you really mean to me.
Love always
alex cole
Mail -
From: alex cole <
alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To:
<Victim>Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2012 12:01 PM
Subject: missing you
Dear
<Victim>,
My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially now,i have tried or my possible best things are not going fine with me,i cant sleep,i have just called the embassy to help me but they say no thing they can do that i should first go and settle my problem with the immigration first before they can put me into a plane that putting me into a plane is not a problem for them) it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep from thinking of you.
I just have to tell you
<Victim>, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.
But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, Cameron, remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here now.
I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this letter. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me.
Love always,
alex cole
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2012 12:09 PM
Subject: ONE TRUE LOVE
Dear <Victim>,
There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart, that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.
Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you in the past; I love you and I always will until I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and you will be that last angel face I see. I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much I love you and how much you really mean to me.
Love always
alex cole
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2012 12:33 PM
Subject: RE: ONE TRUE LOVE
Since you came into my life, I've been so happy. The fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart. You told me that I'm the right one. I cannot tell you how good that made me feel. I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. I'll wait for you for a lifetime if you want me to. Do you know why? Because you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true
Mail - From: alex cole <alexcole.1011@hotmail.com>
To: <Victim>
Sent: Monday, July 30, 2012 4:33 PM
Subject: RE: WHY WHY WHY ??????
hallo please babe is not what you think i love you so much
Thema: Alex Cole / Ojetunde John <alexcole1011@hotmail.com> (Gelesen 3080 mal)